CHAPTER 1 Romania 15 September It's morning 7:00 AM, the alarm clock just starts and Alexandra wake up and says: "OMG, this night was really short, but I hope that this day will be a good one...or maybe not...but whatever". It was 15 September and the school just starts, Alexandra is preparing to go to the bus station.When she almost arrives there, the bus was there so she is starting to run to catch him!The bus driver is smiling, then he take Alexandra hand and he stops her and say: "Nobody likes his first day, even if we talk about school or our first job" Alexandra looks at him and say:"This is not your first job, you are a bus driver since 30 years, and when you arrive where you must...you go in the back and take a nap!"...everybody in the bus laughs...."and by the way is 7:20...you must be here at 7:30...if you ever try to make me loose the bus I'm gonna KILL YOU!"...The bus driver laughs loud..."Oh..please you said that all the time...now go to your place...hahaha!" Finland 15 September At the Dynasty studio Aki:"Hey Lauri have a nice vacation and when I see you on December bring some new, fresh and cool stuff for the album!" Lauri:"Ok if you say so(laugh)...and don't forget to practice every day at your drums!" Outside Eero and Lauri meets: Eero:"Hey Lau' where did you will go this time for relaxing?" L:"Hmmm...I think that this time I will stay at home and just chill." E:"What?Don't you go anywhere?Just home?" L:"Yes, I think it is a good time to stay at home, drinking coffee, watch TV and write new songs...just perfect." E:"Ok!Then have a nice chilling time and see you in December!" L:"You too man." Lauri arrives home, he go to the kitchen put some coffee in the mug and he starts to watch TV!All this time became very fast boring to him...."Am I going to watch TV all the time in all this 4 months...of pause...o no I can not do that...I must find something interesting to do".So he goes to his laptop and starts searching some interesting stuff...but he didn't find anything.After some time he found on his deskop an icon with the name MIRC..so he think that is a good idea to make an ID on the Finland IRC.He chose the name dead_joohanes...and he connect to the IRC and wait to see was is going to happen. Romania Alexandra just arrive from the school, leave her bag on the floor and starts the computer...."Ok lets see what I'm going to do?Hmm...nothing interesting on the net..I think I will go chatting on the MIRC".....the phone is ringing, it is Alexandras best friend Becca! B:"Hey Alex!How are you?" A:"Hy girl!Just arrive from the school...and now I'm on the MIRC to see if my friends from the school are here, but I don't see anyone!Hmmm..strange!By the way how are you?How was your first day at the school?" B:"Well it was boring...you know, like every day at the school!" A:"That is true!" B:"Can you please go to the finnish IRC to see if my boyfriend Mikko is there...and if he is tell him that he must call me!" A:"Ok,I go....hmmm...well he is not there..sorry..!" B:"Ok, thank you,i must go now,talk to you later!BY" A:"Ok by...and if I see him I will tell!" Being on the finnish IRC, Alexandra strats to talk to some people from there but nobody answer, still searching there from some people or maybe Rasmus fan...but no answer...she see there an interesting ID dead_joohanes..so she write to this ID. A:Hello After 15 minutes the Id answer d_j:hy... A:oh...hy...how are you? d_j:fine...and you? A:me too...just arrive from the school! d_j: A:what is your name? d_j:joohanes A: cool name d_j:thank you d_j:and what is your name? A:alexandra d_j:you have a nice name too A:thank you A:so you are from Finland? d_j:yes A:where do you live? d_j:Helsinki A:Oh...great d_j:and from where are you? A:Romania d_j:far away A:yeah d_j:so you said that you just arrive from school, how old are you? A;16...and you? d_j:oh... A:what? d_j:I'm 26 A:...10 year older then me... d_j:yep A:so do you still wanna talk to me? d_j:yes...why not? A:I though you have a problem with the age! d_j:o no..it's ok..I'm use to talk to younger people! A:aha...ok d_j: A:because you are from Finland...do you know the band The Rasmus? d_j:ah..yes...why?are you a fan? A:yes..I really like them very much! d_j: cool A:did you see them live there in Finland? d_j:well let's say...yes A:aha..so how are they live? d_j:great A:cool...I wish that sometimes I can see them live too! d_j:maybe...you will see them,maybe next year! A:Oh...that will be great..but I don't think that they will ever come here yo an gig! d_j:you'll never know A: d_j:What do you think about the band? A:Well I like it very much, the song are beautiful and the singer very sexy! d_j:aha...I see A:What?Do you hate him? d_j:no...why should I? A:just asking! d_j:so do you like the band because the signer is sexy? A:well that is one reason, the most important reason! d_j:aha... A:but sometimes he is very crazy..I don't know why he is jumping so on the stage...that is not normal d_j:...well he have a lot of energy...maybe A:yeah...maybe A:OMG is 9 o'clock in the evening I must go to sleep because tomorrow I must go to the school! d_j:okay A:are you gonna be tomorrow here? d_j:well maybe...I don't know A:will see...good night d_j:night! Alexandra went to sleep, she was very happy that she have an discussion with that boy, who it was very cute.now she was waiting for the next day...hope that she could talk again to Joohanes. Finland 9:30 PM Lauri was sitting on the sofa and drinking his coffee and watch Tv, he was thinking at the discussion with Alexandra, for him it was very funny, because if she knew that he is the singer of The Rasmus....she'll went crazy! Lauri knew that is a bit danger to talk with his fan on net, he chose to talk to her tomorrow too.But his name will be Joohanes(his second name)...and just for some time to be a normal guy! CHAPTER 2 Next day in the morning when Alexandra arrives to school she is very very happy!Even she don't know a lot of things about Joohanes, she like that guy!Her friends don't know why she is so happy so Lyly go to talk to her! Ly:Hey Alex! Alexandra don't hear her! Ly:ALEXXXXX!...Lyly shout at her. A:Oh...hey...I didn't saw you here! Ly:Well that is normal you! A:So what is new? Ly:That is what I wanna to ask you!You are very happy, don't hear when I say something to you, don't say hello!What is wrong? A:Well last night I talk to a boy on the MIRC, he is from Finland and his name is Jooahnes, he seems to be a very nice guy! Ly:So?I don't get it!You are happy because you talk to that boy? A:Yes!He is from Finland and he saw The Rasmus live! Ly:Oooo don't start again!You are obssed with that band!Get over is just a band and they will never come to Romania and that guy Lori or what the hell is just a normal guy and he will never talk to you or something like that...he don't even know where Romania is!So try to find a normal guy like every normal girl...don't dream! A:Yes I know...but that guy is really swette! Ly:Probably...but he is form Finland....far far away...so get to normal! A:I am normal...and the guy name is Lauri not Lori! Ly:Whatever! A:You are very mean sometimes! The second day of school is over and Alexandra go home!As soon as she arrives she starts the computer to see if Joohanes is there....but he isn't so she get very sad! Finland Lauri just wake up...and then he go to eat....but the at the door is somebody knocking at the door so Lauri go to see who it is!There was Aki! Ak:Moi Lau what are you doing? L:Just for a minute ago I woke up!And you? Ak:I come to visit you!Did you miss me?laugh L:Not really but because you came, come in!laugh too. Ak:So what did you done? L:No so much....and you? Ak:I just come to tell you that I'll go to America in vacation with my girlfriend! L:Oooo really?America?So far away? Ak:Yes on a little vacation for one month! L:Well that is great!So how is your girlfriend? Ak:Well Aurora is good she can't wait to go to America!But by the way when do you start to make a girlfriend? L:I don't know when the time will come! Ak:Aha.... L:You know last night I go to chat on the Finnish Irc and there I meet a girl from Romania...she sounds very swette...but... Ak:But what? L:She is from Romania and.. Ak:O romania far away...but .... L:She is 16 so she is a minor and that is not all...she is a The Rasmus fan Ak:O well that is really bad...but you didn't tell her that you singer from the band?! L:WHAT?NOOO....I just tell her that my name is Joohanes and that is all! Ak:Well I don't know what to tell you but to talk with a fan of you is pretty much dangerous you know! L:Yes I know! Ak:Ok now I must to go, to pack some stuff and then America I come! L:Ok have fun and bring me some thing from there! Ak:Ok I will...and be careful with that girl! L:Ok! A:By and see you on december! L:Okay! When Aki leave,Lauri open his laptop and enter at the Mirc,there he see that Alexandra is on so he go and chat with her! d_j:hello A:hy…I though you will not appear anymore d_j:well now I’m here A:great d_j:so how are you? A:good…and you? d_j:me too A:what did you do today? d_j:well just an hour ago I woke up…so not so much A:ooo…you are lazy d_j:well if I have time why not?and you? A:well I was to school today d_j:and how was it? A:boring.. d_j:hehe A:do you have a yahoo adress? d_j:no…why? A:because there we can speak better d_j:hmmm A:please make one…pleassssssssss d_j:okay but just for you…because I don’t need one A:ooo thank you that is swette from you…pusy pusy d_j:”pusy pusy”? A:whatever After 20 minutes Jooahnes made a yahoo adress d_j:ok here I made one A:ooo great now give me the adress d_j:dead_jooahanes here it is A:ok I will add you and we talk there see ya d_j:okay After 5 minutes they talk on the yahoo messanger d_j:I see you have a picture with the picture of The Rasmus on your avatar… A:Well yes…..he is cute I really like him,he’s hot and I never see in my life a beautiful man like him d_j:What?He is not soo beautiful belive me! A:Well you say that because you are a man…but here in romania we don’t have beautiful boys! d_j:that is funny…if you say so A:Do you want to se a picture with me? d_j:yes why not…J A:okay…just a moment A:so how do I look? d_j:you are a pretty girl A:thank you d_j:you look really young A:yes I know many tell me that….can you send me a picture with you? d_j:with me?hmmm A:yes with you…I want to see you d_j:wait a moment A:okay Lauri try to find a way to make a picture of him…but not to look like him! d_j:okay here it is When Alexnadra open the picture she saw a boy with black, really really black and curley hair …who was wearing some black glasses and on his teeths he has a bracelat,he has green eyes like the trees!Alexandra was in love in that picture…and in that boy! d_j:so what do you think? A:Well….you look hot….I don’t know but in your country there leaves only hot boys..you know, you look like someone I know but I can remember…you are very cute d_j:thank you…hehe A:Oh my I must go now talk to you later on the night d_j:okay Chapter 3 Later on the night Alexandra enter again on the Yahoo messanger to talk with Joohanes!He was there and saw when she enter! d_j:so you are back! A:yes....hy d_j:hello A:so what did you do?did you miss me? d_j:well nothing special....well if I miss you..hmm.... A:oh my God d_j:what? A:you are shy....:( d_j:well yes I am but why?is that bad? A:noo....I love shy guys...thay are cute!ok but now I must go! d_j:again? A:yes...school again...I hate it d_j:well that is good I wish that I'll never leave school when i was at your age A:huh?but why did you leave it? d_j:because...I got better thinks to do A:like what? d_j:ahh...I got a band,and i leave school to make music A:interesting...like the singer of The Rasmus d_j:aha A:so what kind of music do you make? d_j:well rock A:oo that is good!and do you play at an instrument? d_j:yes I play guytar and drums A:in the band? d_j:noo,in the band I'm the singer A:Cool!and what is the name of the band? d_j:I don't know A:you don't know? d_j:well we didn't find a name for the band yet A:oh,ok...now I really must go...talk to you tomorro! d_j:Ok!By A:Good night! After Alexandra leaves Lauri calls Aki! Ak:Moi moi Lau' how are you? L:Well I'm good!And you? Ak:Just preparing to go to airport!What's wrong? L:I tell you that I talk with that Romanian girl and Ak:Yes and? L:Well today I send a picture with me Ak:WHAT?Are you crazy? L:Wait a second,she didn't recognize me! Ak:Now I don't understand anything L:Well I made a quit picture of me,but to look normal Ak:And how is that? L:Well...how do I look normal,when I'm at home? Ak:Don't tell me that you put that stupid glasses and that bracelat? L:Yess Ak:oh my God and what she said? L:She said that I look cute! Ak:oh...cute with that glasses, I don't think so! L:Whatever...what I want to ask you if you think is a good idear to talk to her more you know? Ak:Well I really don't know....she is a fan of you,she is 16 and she lives far away!Do you really want a relation like that? L:No I don't want a relationship like that and not yet Ak:If you think is a good idea to talk with that girl, go ahead, but be careful! L:Ok!Just one question. Ak:What? L:I don't want her to know that I'm that guy from The Rasmus...I said to her that I have a band and that I'm the singer but I don't tell her the name of the band.I just want to be for her a normal guy!You think I must tell her who I really am? Ak:You don't have to tell her that, you say is a secret and that is all! L:Aha I understand!Ok have fun! Ak:Yes you too but be careful!By! L:Ok.By by! Romania-At the school A:Hey Lyly I must talk to you! Ly:What's wrong? A:You know that I tell you yestarday about that finnish guy? Ly:Not again A:Now come on just listen what I want to tell you! Ly:Ok A:Yestarday he send me a picture with him! Ly:And?How does he looks? A:OMG he is sooo cute,he has green eyes,black and curley hair a little bit long, he wear glass and he has a bracelat! Ly:Oh great! A:Really? Ly:Yes he looks like a nerd A:No he don't looks like that,he looks very pretty,I like him very much! Ly:I don't understand you how can you like a person that you never see it! A:That is not true!I see him! Ly:Yes in a picture! A:Yes in a picture so stop saying that i never see him.I think I in love! Lyly stops walking and looks at Alexandra! A:Is everythink ok? Ly:That is what I want to ask you?How can you say that you love him!You meet him 2 day ago on the MIRC you talk with him,he send you a picture and you are in love. A:Well yes! Ly:You have serious problems...go to a doctor! A:Now come on, don't be so.. Ly:So what?What do you think that he will come here to you,he is from Finland!How old did you say he is? A:26 Ly:26...big difference...just stop dreaming....!Just because he is from Finland doesn't mean he is like Lauri! A:aaa Lauri, he looks a little bit like Lauri with that eyes and that face! Ly:Oh God...when do you come form your dream world back to the earth please tell me okay?By A:But?By! CHAPTER 4 After some weeks Alexandra and Joohanes are talking more and more.Their relationship has become more and more closer! A:do you have a phone? d_j:a phone?yes of course, why? A:can I have your number?:) d_j:hmm...yes why not here it is +358 xxx xxx xxx A:Thank you!I will give you a bip so you can have my number too! d_j:If you want I can call you later when we don't talk here! A:huh?Okay...if you want...but I hope that will not cost you to much... d_j:don't worry....I can afford it! A:Oh well that is good!Ok I must go now.... d_j:Where do you go? A:To visit some friend of mine.. d_j:Okay then I call you later!By A:By! After Alexandra leaves the messanger she went to her best friend Anca to tell her about Joohanes!She didn't know how Anca will react because when she was young she has tell her that she hate boys and will never have a boyfriend.Well now it seems to be all so different. A:Hello! Ac:Hy..I wonder that you know where I leave! A:Why you say that? Ac:Because you didn't come here for weeks!What did you do?To busy with the school?Did you forget me?Do you have other best friends? A:What?NOOOOO!The school is hard that is true...but that is not the reason! Ac:Ok!And what is the reason? A:You know...I chat with some guy on the internet! Ac:AHA...and?OMG you anf a guy?You say that you hate boys! A:Well yes...but this is different.I really like him!He is not like the other boys...he is not so nasty and he is not talking with me about sex or other guys problems! Ac:Aha...I understan so how old he is,and from where he is and what's his name? A:Many questions...well his name is Joohanes,he is 26 and he lives in Finland! Ac:Oh that is very far away! A:Yes it is!I got also his phone number..he said that he will call me later! Ac:Oh...that is good! Alexandra and Anca talk for some good hours...and outside it's almost night.Alexnadras phone is ringing! Ac:Who is it? A:Oh my God is Joohanes! Ac:Well then answer...what do you wait? A:I can't! Ac:What?Why not?You are very stupid!Why don't you answer? A:I'm affraid! Ac:Affraid of what?Oh God then let go! A:My voice sucks...I can not answer! Ac:I don't say anything anymore! Alexandra didn't answer to Joohanes phone call!She staied a little bit at Anca then she went home!It was almost 11 pm!So when she arrived home,she went to her bed to sleep but her phone ringed again...it was Joohanes again!At first she didn't know what to do...so she ignored...but the phone ringed again..this time Alexandra answer! A:H...Hello! J:Hy!Why didn't you answer when I call you first time? A:Well I was out...so I left my phone at home so I didn't hear it! J:Aha...so how are you? A:Good!And you? J:Fine!So how is your best friend? A:Well she is good,she was a little bit angry that I didn't came to see her for some many weeks! J:Aha...well friendship is very important....we should forget about our friends! A:Yes that is true! ...a moment of pause A:So what did you do? J:Nothing interesting...just stay at home and I write some songs! A:Aha...so you are a writer too laugh J:Yes...we can say so too!I write for our new album who will be releas is January! A:Aha that is great!What will be the name? J:I...I can tell that ...sorry A:No problem...so what is your band name? J:You know...I really like you...you are a nice person...but here are thinks that I really can not tell...it is a secret...can you accep that? A:Oh well...okay!If you are not a murder then it is good! ...a moment of pause again... A:It was just a joke.... J:Oh...okay... A:I understand you! J:It's better to keep it as a secret...not to lie you. A:Oh that is swette J:Really? A:Yes... J:Where are you now? A:In the bed J:Are you sleeping? A:No...I'm talking with you. J:You are a funny girl!I like that! A:Haha J:Okay..I live you to sleep...maybe I will call you tomorrow. A:Okay...if you can...why not...sorry but I can not call you because I don't have many money! J:It's okay! A:Then...Good night and talk to you tomorrow! J:Ok..Good night too,take care and dream something nice,maybe with me....just jocking A:Aha...okay!BY CHAPTER 5 It was 5 in the morning Alexandra couldn't sleep,she was thinking at Joohanes and the call of last night, his voice was magical and beautiful,also Joohanes voice remind her about someone she knows,but she couldn't remember!At 6 Alexandra prepare to go to shool,when she arrives to school,she goes to her friend Lyly to tell her about the phone call with Joohanes,but she knew that Lyly will not react so positive! A:Hello! Ly:Oh..Hy!How are you? A:Good and you?What are you doing? Ly:Homework,I was to lazy to do that at home so I'm doing now!WHat's new? A:Well..you know,with that guy from Finland.. Ly:Oh...not again...but tell! A:Okay...like I said...last night he call me and we speak. Ly:On the phone? A:Yes on the phone... Ly:WOW...and what did you two talk? A:Well not so much,because you know,I'm shy and I totally hate my voice on the phone,we just have a nice little chat! Ly:Aha...interesting!So...are you know friends or something like that? A:Well..I don't know...maybe...It's hard to say...he have a secret! Ly:Aha...every people haves secretes...so? A:Well..all I know that he has a band and there he sing...but he could not tell me the name of that Ly:Hmm...maybe he is Lauri! A:That is not funny at all! Ly:Okay...I was just jocking...maybe he don't trust you and he don't think you are enough important person to tell you that! A:Well I don't think so..but whatever will see!Okay I must go to my desk the math hour will start in a few seconds...good luck with your homework! Ly:Yeah..thanks!By A:By! After the school Alexandra goes home to talk again with Joohanes but he wasn't there...he left her an Instant message who say: "Hey!How was at school today?I hope you are fine and everything it's okay!I'm now in the studio to record some songs I don't know when I gonna come home but if you want to talk just give me a bip and I'll call you!Take care!".Alexandra was a little bit sad...but she accept that! It is 23 december Alexandra is in vacation,she was very happy!She helps her mother to make some cookies for the X-Mas evening,all was really perfect!After she finished the cookies,she was going to make the X-Mas tree,Alexandra loves to make that,her friend Anca comes to help her!The girls enjoy the making of the X-Mas tree and they have a lot of fun, suddenly Alex's phone ringing!It was a message! Ac:Who is it? A:I got a message! Ac:From who? A:OMG..it's from Joohanes! Ac:And?What want he? A:He said that he must tell me something and he want to talk to me later...so if I'm not to busy..to give him a bip so he could call me! Ac:so what are you waithing for? A:Well I don't know...I shy! Ac:Oh..God...just do it! A:Ok..I'll do it.........but I can't! Ac:Okay, then don't talk to him ever! A:What??Okay,okay I'll do it! Ac:I wan to see! A:But......I can't!I don't know why! Ac:....I'll do it! A:Noooo...Now I really do it! Ac:I want to see that? A:But if he calls what I'm going to tell him? Ac:Well you first listen to what he got to tell you! A:Aha..okay,okay...I'll do! After a half hour Alexandra give Joohanes a bip!After a few seconds Joohanes calls! A:OMG...what should i do now? Ac:Well to answer.....-Anca yell! A:Okay I try! A:Hyyyyy! J:Hello!What are you doing? A:Just got finished the X-Mas tree,and you? J:Well I'm good too,just an hour ago I arrive from the studio and the album it's ready! A:Oh...great news! J:Yeah!You know i want to ask you something...but i don't know what you will say or react! A:Well...tell me...don't be shy... J:Okay...you know we talk for almost 4 months...and I was wonder if you will like to be..aaa..... A:To be what? J:Well....how can I tell...if you will like to be me girlfriend? When Alexandra hears that...she was in shock! J:Are you still here? A:Yes....yeah I'm still here...well let me think first! J:Okay...okay... A:Yeah...I need to think! J:Okay...I hope I didn't scare you? A:What?...Oh...no! J:Okay I must go now we talk later on Yahoo! A:Okay...I will tell you there what I'm gonna answer! J:Okay...Take care!By and see you on yahoo! A:Ok.By! To be continued... CHAPTER 6 It's night Anca and Alexandra finished all their work,Anca was going home and say she will come tomorrow!Alexandra goes to her computer and she enter on the Yahoo Messanger to talk with Joohanes,she don't know what to answer and she think a lot about what he say's!For a moment she stay on invisible,still don't know if she should write to him or not!After a half of hour Joohanes wirte to her! d_j:Why are you on invisible? A:How did you knew it? d_j:well I saw on my yahoo adress... A:Aha...well just so d_j:don't you want to talk with me? A:yes I want... d_j:so did you think about what I tell you? A:yes d_j:so can i know the answer or it's secret?:D A:Well....let's say so...I want to be your girlfriend but it will be a little hard d_j:why?because of my secret? A:no...because I really don't know you in person..well we talk every day and we saw eachother in webcamera but we don't know in person if you understand what I want to say... d_j:yes I understand A:so...are you okay with that? d_j:Yes of course...and I'm very happy...maybe one day we will meet A:Yes...and I hope that...so if you don't like me when that day will come we cand break up to say like that d_j:whatttttttttttt?why should I not like you?well I know how you look, i know how you sound and we talk a lot on the yahoo and on the phone...so what should be the problem? A:Well..okay if you say so... d_j:but I hope you don't have any problem that I have that secret it's a little bit complicate to tell you and I don't know what you will say A:okay I don't have any problem when you think that the time will be perfect...then you will tell me...and let's hopw it's not something bad d_j:no it's not...it's just that I want you to know me as I am....not to know me...how they say other persones A:I don't understand you here...but whatever d_j:by the way can you put the webcam so I can see you and your beautiful smile A:okay...but you can stop lying about my smile...it's not beautiful... d_j:now I'm really sad..:(( A:why?It's in Finland summer or what? d_j:no....because you say stuff like that...for me you are the beautiful persone in the world A:Joohanes..I say I want to be your girlfriend...so stop lying..okay? d_j: (( A:Okay I will stop! d_j:I wish I could be there by you....to hug you....to kiss you A:Are you drunk? d_j:No...why? A:you say stuff like that....and.. d_j:and what? A:nothing...just I don't get it d_j:what?and why is your face so red? A:You can see me? d_j:Yess....don't you know that we see eachother in webcam... A:Oh...I forgot ) d_j:and you say that I'm drunk...hmm A:Oh...now come on stop it....how it's your new album...it is ready? d_j:yes...but I should not know more about my work at musician...that is the secret about A:aha okay....but can I listen to a song of you? d_j:no....but... A:but what? d_j:let's say that you know how are my songs A:huh?now I really don't understand you... d_j:well that it's good... A:you know you look a little bit with somebody I know d_j:really with who? A:With a chinesse...and you look at face a little bit like Lauri too... d_j:aha...that was a compliment? A:well yes...if you want! d_j:on January I will go on tour with my band and I don't think I will be on yahoo so much...but I promise I will call you everyday... A:Okay...don't worry...so where do you will go?only in Finland? d_j:well yes we go on Finland to...but also Europe A:In what countries? d_j:well I think in Germany,Uk,Hungary and many others...maybe Romania too A:Oh that will be soo cool...:))...okay I must go now tomorrow I will have many stuff to do... d_j:okay...by A:byby...and talk to you tomorrow! After Alexandra goes to bed her phone ringing it's Joohanes,she answer! A:What's wrong? J:Well I just want to say good night A:Oh...but you could write on the messenger... J:Yes but I want to say like that.. A:Okay...but don't forget that you will pay many money on you phone bill J:Well ...I don't care...you are my girlfriend...and I want to love you! A:ah...to love me?how?on the phone?-laugh J:Yes..that is a good too... Alexandra and Joohanes have been talk 2 hours on the phone...it was almost 3 o'clock...her mother come in to the room to see with who she speak's so Alexandra must close her phone! Alexandra tell's her mother about Joohanes and about her realationship with him..she say that she is very in love..and she really likes that guy very much..her mother was not very happy to hear that...she say's that the boy is to old for her and he leaves far away and that Alexandra don't know to better that guy...and on the internet are many freaks!But Alexandra tell to her mother that everything is going to be okay,and she must not be affraid! CHAPTER 7 The winter it's almost over and the school's starts again so Alexandra must wake up at 6 am to go to the bus station!When she arrives to school she goes to her friend Lyly to tell her what she was doing in that mini vacation! A:Heyyyy! Ly:Hy!How are you?I see you are very happy!What's wrong? A:Well I must to tell you something...very important!It's about that guy what I meet on the internet! Ly:Aha...so tell me? A:Well at the X-mas night he call me and he ask if I want to be his girlfriend... Ly:Oh...wow....but how....you are here he is there...I don't get it...and what did you say?I hope that you say no,right? A:aaaa...not really... Ly:NOT REALLY?Oh God what did you do?Are you crazy?You didn't say yes? A:Well yes I do...but... Ly:I don' understand you anymore...how can you say something like that?You don't know this guy...he don't know you A:That is not true...I know him Ly:Yeah right....you NEVER saw him....how can you be friends...? A:I know him very good...and he know me too, he call me everyday and we talk on the phone on the yahoo and we see eachother on webcam...I know how he looks, he know how I look....so what are you not understand? Ly:Okay...if you say so...ah...by the way did he tell's you his secret? A:No he can not tell me that yet Ly:Oooo he don't tell you that....so see....you don't know him better...so stop saying that...he hide something from you... A:So what...when he fell's that the time is come to tell me....he would do that... Ly:If you say that...but I don't know what to tell you anymore...just be careful what you do...did you parent's know that? A:Yes they know that, I tell them and don't worry I'll be careful...you know I really like him....I mean I don't like him, I love him! Ly:Okay now listen to me...when was your last time that you visit a doctor?huh? A:Whatever...I'm telling you that because you are my best friend...and you should care about it...not say all that bullshit..okay? Ly:Yes of course....but find a normal guy from your school...not one who come from I don't know what country and you "love" him...and then maybe I will say normal thinks! A:Okay...I go now because you are saying all that bad stuff and you make me angry! Ly:Go...it's okay....but if he is a freak don't come to me crying okay?Because I tell you that it's going happen something bad... Alexandra leaves form Lyly desk to her desk,very very angry,she can not belive that her best friend don't understand her and that she can not be happy for her!Lyly is angry too he fell's that it's not going to be any good if Alexandra will talk with that boy! Finland The band The Rasmus is preparing to go on the tour they are all very happy to be again on tour and to play live and to see their fans!Lauri goes to speak with Aki! L:Moi Aki are you ready? Ak:Yes of course...and you? L:Yessssss Ak:Oh I just want to ask you if you talk with that girl from.... L:Romania...yes I talk with her...and I ask her a few day ago if she don't want to be my girlfriend... Ak:WHAT?Are you crazy?And what she tell you? L:Well she say yes....and I'm really happy Ak:So that it's the reason that you smile everyday....but are you sure...that you want to be in a relationship like that? L:Like what? Ak:Well she live's very far away from you,she is much younger then you are and you never saw her in reality... L:Well maybe this year I will see her...I want to play a little gig there too...so... Ak:Aha...and by the way did she know that you are....the singer of our band.. L:No..I didn't tell her that...I say that it's a secret Ak:And what did she said? L:That she accept that... Ak:Do you will tell her about us and who you really are? L:Yes of course...but I want to be a surprise for her.... Ak:Don't you think that she will be angry? L:No....why should she be?I didn't lie to her...I tell her all the truth...who I'm where I live all...she know me like you guys know me like my friends and family know me....I don't think she'll be angry...well I hope that... Ak:And when you gonna tell her that you are faimous and you are that guy who she likes? L:Soon....when we go to Romania... Ak:Aha...let's hope she will not run away from you...but I don't think she will...maybe she will be like crazy like "Oh you are Lauri I love you so much" or something like that...that will be really funny... L:I don't think she will be like that I know her she is a little bit shy like me... The manager of the boys come with some paper there was the countrys where they will sing...Lauri ask her if Romania is on the list too...the manager said no...but if they want to go there...they can go...but she must enter the date's again...and in Romania will be just one time that they can go...and that will be on 28 july to a festival and that will be the end of their tour....Lauri said that it's okay like that...and the other boys aprrove that too...Lauri was very happy because after 6 moths he will she Alexandra! Ak:I see that you are happy! L:Well yes I really am...because I really want to see her..to hug her to kiss her...she is so cute..and I really can talk with her about everyting...she is a nice person....like I wish....come here to saw you a picture on my laptop with her! Aki goes to Lauri laptops to see her... Ak:Well she is cute....but she looks very young... L:you know in Romania we will finishe our tour...and maybe I will stay there with her to know her better and maybe... Ak:Maybe what? L:You know... Ak:Aha okay...men stuff... L:No...not that...maybe we continuue our realtionship...to be really really togethere... CHAPTER 8 The time pass by very fast, like the seconds, like the minutes, like the hours, like the days and like the months!The love between Joohanes and Alexandra grow biger and biger and they got closer!Every day they talk on the phone, on the mess, talking about everything!Lauri like's Alexandra very much and he is really happy that he is gona meet her someday,very soon,but it was very hard for him to keep that secret,sometimes he would like to tell her but he didn't know how she will react!He hopes that it's gona be okay!It was may and the school it's almost over!Alexandra will find out something important! At the school! Lyly comes in the classroom,she is looking for Alexandra!Alex stay at the window and look's down to the red roses,she was very happy that her realtion with Joohanes is going well!Lyly goes to her to say something important! Ly:Heyyyy!How are you?Why are you so happy?Did you find out? A:Oh...hy...Well you know me I'm all the time happy!To find out?What? Ly:Oh my God you don't know? A:WHAT?What's wrong?It's everything okay?Tell me!-she shouts Ly:Well stay calm...I'm must tell you something...just come on your desk and sit down! A:Oh Lyly, please tell me what is wrong, don't scare me! Ly:Okay!Are you ready? A:YES! Ly:Well I read in a newspaper that The Rasmus will come to Romania! A:WHAT?You are lieing!I don't belive you! Ly:It's true.I'm not lieing!Here is the newspaper...see...read that! Alexandra start to read:The band The Rasmus will come this year on 28 july to the biger festival of the year which will take place in Romania, in a city in the middle of the country!Oh my God I can't belive that!I must say that to my parents!I must go there.I want to see this band so much!And I have to talk to Joohanes to,he will be very happy for me! Ly:See.I told you!I'm not lieing!It's true! A:Oh thank you so much for this news!I'm so happy!I must call Becca she is a fan like me!I'm sure that she will come with me there! Ly:Great! A:hei...I have an idea! Ly:Say.. A:Whould you like to come with me there? Ly:Who?Me?Well I not sure.. A:Oh come on!It will be much fun!You,me and Becca!And you are my best friend too and you help me everytime...you bring me this great news, please come! Ly:Let's see I must talk with my parents first and then I will gie you an answer,okay? A:Okay! After the school Alexandra goes home and she call's her firend Becca to tell her about the great news!But Becca knew it and she was very happy too!The girls say that they will go togethere there and they promise that will have a great time, to take autographs from the boys and take pictures!In the evening Lyly calls Alexandra and told her that her mother let her come with them!Alexandra was very very very happy, but she forgot to talk with her parents about that, so after she finished talk with Lyly, she goes to her parents to tell about the news!Alexandra's father was very happy fro her and he says that she can go there but he can not go there becasue he will be to busy with his job, so Alexandra must search for other car or other people to bring her there!Her mother was not really happy but she say's that she will talk with her sister Carmen,if she could bring Alexandra and her two friends there!Carmen say's yes!So the big they can come!Alexandra will go there with her aunt Carmen and her husband Costi will drive the car,and of course with her best friends Becca and Lyly! It was 15 june the schools it's over,happy for all the kids!Alexandra goes to talk to Lyly! A:hyyy! Ly:Hey!So how do you fell!Just one month and few days and you will see your favorit band and the man you love LAURI! A:Oh stop it...I said that I like Lauri....but I love Joohanes... Ly:Oh...not again... A:What?It' true I must tell him that I will go to see The Rasmus, I forgot to tell me when he call me last night! Ly:Last nigh?Why he don't call you on mornings or something like that? A:Because he is on tour with his band....so that is the reason that we talk more in the night! Ly:He don't tell you yet what kind of band he has or something like that? A:No not yet, he said that he will told me when we gona meet! Ly:Aha!I don't know why, but I think is going to be a BAD date with that guy... A:Why do you say something like that?He is really nice!He loves me,he cares about me and he look very cute too...but I think he wear make up... Ly:WHAT?OOOOOOOOOOOOO he is gay!Oh my God! A:WHAT?NOOOOOO!He is not gay stay calm!He is a rocker Ly:So what?He wear make up that is soooo gay! A:Oh no...okay let's not talk about that!You know he look likw someone I know but I don't remember!But he is really cute! Ly:Okay!I must go home now we will gona meet after a few weeks on 28 july! A:Oh I can't wait anymore!See ya there hun!Kisses and take care! Ly:You too! After Alexandra arrives home, her phone ringing,it was Joohanes so she answear! A:Hy! J:Hy hun?How are you?Everything okay! A;Oh yes!Everything is soooo great! J:Really?Why?Did you find a new boyfriend? A:Yesss....he is so hot! J:WHAT? A:It was just a joke! J:Oh now I fell better!So what it's new? A:I will go to see THE RASMUS!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa J:Oh really?Are they comeing there? A:Yes on 28 july and I wil be there! J:Oh that is very good.....amazing! A:I know that you will be happy for me! J:You know about that...I will come there too! A:What?Where?Here? J:Yes there where will sing The Rasmus! A:Oh...sh....great! J:Really? A:Yes!When do you will come? J:Well let's say that is going to be a surprise! A:WHAT?Ah...surprise? J:Yes.... A:but where do we gona to meet! J:You'll see there!I'm not gona tell you it's a secret...but I promise that in that day will be over with all the secrets! A:Oh....great!Bu do you know the guys form The Rasmus...are you gona come with them or what? J:Let's say that I know them...but you will find more in that day! A:Okay....!I hope that you are not one of them! J:WHAT? A:Just a joke! J:oh...you know I want to see you so much....to see you so in real to see your beautiful smile,your green-brown eyes,your brown hair, and I totally like your jokes!I want so much to hug you, to have you in my arms and ot kiss you...do you know something? .......a pause....... J:Are you still here? A:What?Yesssss?Well I know many thinks....but what? J:Aha....I want that when we gona to meet...you will not run away from me!okay? A:Okay....why do I wnat to run away from you?I don't understand it?I like you...I will come to you....not run away! J:Okay!But to be sure please promise that you will not run away...from me,from what I'm gona to do there okay? A:Okay...I promise dou you fell better now? J:Yes....better hun!Oh now I must go...another gig is waiting...I gona write an sms later...so take care!And if you want to talk just give me a bip and I'll call you!Take care! A:You too! J:And by the way... A:What? J:I love you so much! A:I love you too! The weeks become longer....but the day it's almost there!And Alexandra will learn many thinks about life and love! ............to be continued.............. Chapter 9 The day has come!It was 28 july!Alexandra woke up very earlly,Becca and Lyly where still sleeping,it was 7 o'clock they leave at 9:30 to Transilvania,there where The Rasmus will sing!Alexandra was very happy that she will see her band live but alos that he would meet Joohanes,but she was affraid too,because she didn't know what to do when she gonna she him!After 30 minutes Lyly and Becca wake up to they go to search for Alex!Alexandra was packing many, many,many clothes!Lyly goes to her: Ly:Good morning?What are you doing? A:Oh hy, well I'm packing clothes! Ly:But why so many?It's enough to have 2 or 3 clothes there,becasue we are going to stay there only a week, not a year! A:I know!But I need many stuff there I want to look pretty there! Ly:You are not going to get marriend so....let's see how many stuff do you have there! A:Well I took 4 dresses,5 t-shirts, so pant's...like....10...hmm and the other cloths there.... Ly:Alexandra are you crazy?First of all you don't need it like I said....and dresses for what?You are not going to a bal you are going to a festival, a rock festival and you don't need something like that there! A:Well....but....It's gonna be a hot day all the week so they say on Tv...and I don't want to go there dress with pant's...and I think a beautiful,floral dress will be just perfect! Ly:OK!If you say so!I gonna pack to and I send Becca here to talk to you...because you are not normal anymore! Lyly goes to pack her stuff and send Becca to talk with Alexandra! B:Buu buu!OOOOOO that are many stuff that you have pack! A:Yes I know but if you gonna tell me not to take so many I will not listen so don't even try! B:Okay!Oh my! A:What is now? B:That dress is pink tell me that you won't wear it! A:Oh noooo!I won't wear it tomorrow or something like that! B:Oh I fell better now! A:I will wear it TODAY! B:WHAT?It's a joke right? A:No! B:But why?ARe you crazy?With pink,there?Oh no! A:Why not it's a very beautiful color!I think is chic! B:If you say so! A:I will not go dress like you there! B:What do you want to say with that? A:You are going in BLACK!All in black!And today will be like 40C!You are crazy not me! At 9 o'clock her aunt Carmen with Costi has arrive!The girls take the pack's and goes to the car! Ca:Oh Alex you pack many stuff are you sure you will need all these thinks? A:Yes!All of them! The other girls starts to laugh!After 5 minutes all was ready, Alexandra say good by from her mother and her father!Her mother tell her to be carefull with that boy and if something is not good to call her!It was 9:40 and the car starts,outside is sunny and hot,they must go 254 km until they will arrive to Transilvania. In the car the three girl's have a lot of fun,they been telling jokes,playing funny games and tell some crazy storys together with Alexandra's aunt and her husband!After 5 hours in the car finnaly they arrive there.Still very hot,Becca and Lyly get out from the car to see how was there,Alexandra was still in the car,her aunt Carmen go to talk with her: C:Hey what's wrong? A:Nothing! C:Then why are you still in the car? A:I don't know...but I don't want to get out! C:Oh...why? A:I'm scared! C:Scared of what? A:Scared of what will happen,well today I see my fav. band live that is so great, I see Joohanes too, and that is great, but for all this things I'm so scared and I don't know why! C:Well, don't worry everything will be okay, trust me, you don't need to get scared of all beautiful things, so come on get out! A:okay...I try to be happy but I got the felling that something will not go good! C:Hey don't worry!I'm here,Costi is here...and Becca and Lyly too!If you need something just say okay? A:Okay! After Alexandra was talking with her aunt, she get out of the car too and go to Lyly and Becca! Ly:Everything okay? A:What?Yes yes....okay! B:What did you do so long in the car? A:Just searching for my earing! B:Aha....Oh God I'm sooo happy!This is so great look how many people are here...I can't wait anymore I want to see them now! A:Oh me too! Ly:You have so right...this is great I think we will have a lot of fun...and when will The Rasmus sing? B:I think at 22:00.. Ly:oh..cool...because in the night will not be so warm! A:So late are they singing?Oh well we need to do something...we can not go now there! Ly:True!But what? B:Let's go to visit what the festival has to offer! Ly:Good ideea!Right Alex? A:Yes...let's go! And the girl's leave to visit other stuff!Alexandra was a little bit sad...and she just want to say to Carmen that she want to go home...but the time go by so fast that it was 20:00 so the girls go to the front of stage, there was not many people so they have place in the frist row, everyone was very happy! Ly:So girls how do you fell? B:Very very very very happy!I can't belive that I'm here to see The Rasmus! Ly:And you Alex? A:Well happy too.....but where is Joohanes? Ly:Yeah right Joohanes....where should you meet with him? B:Yeah where? A:I don't know! Ly:You don't know?Oh that is great!What a date! A:Well, he say that will be a surprise...so just wait and see! Ly:A surprise?But you hate surprises! A:Well yes....but let's just wait maybe he will come! B:But from where did he know that you are here? A:I don't know!I send him a message..and I tring to call him...but he don't answear! Ly:Maybe he don't even came here.... A:Noo...that is not true!He said that he will be here!you'll see! Ly:Okay!I hope so!Hey who are the band who sing now! B:This band is from Hungary their name is Los Pogos! Ly:I like it! A:Yes they are good after them will come a band from here call OCS and after them will come THE RASMUS! B:YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH! Ly:Girls calm down!I'm here too so pls care a little bit! A:Sorry Lyly! In backstage! The Rasmus arrives at 20:30!The band get out from the bus and go in backstage..Lauri get up on the stage...to see if he can see Alexandra..but there was very much people and Alexandra was hard to find,Aki comes to Lauri...and ask him what he is doing,Lauri tell that he is looking for Alexandra but he can't see her anywhere..so Aki help's him! Both of them are looking vert carefull to all 15.000 persones that was there, at the end Aki sees a girl who smiles all the time and she talk with two girls: Ak:Lau!I think I saw here! L:WHAT?Where? Ak:In the first row!She is in a pink dress with some flowers on...oh God! L:Oh now I see her!She is much beautiful in reality...and she got that great smile! Ak:Yes she is beautiful...but in pink...this is to much! L:oh come on...well maybe you have right this is to much,,,but she look's very beautiful! Ak:Ok!So what are you going to do now! L:Nothing! Ak:What?Why?Don't you want to be with her anymore or why? L:You will see when we are going to sing! Ak:Lauri you scared me?What are you going to do? L:Well I must tell you something!Are you gonna help me with that? Ak:Yeah man everything!Just say! It was almost 22 and the gig from The Rasmus was very close! B:oh I can't wait anymore...when is going to start? A:Don't worry!They will come! B:I hope so! Ly:So Alexandra how do you fell? A:Good...and very happy! B:Alex I think I saw Lauri! A:WHAT?Where? B:It was in the back of the stage with Aki I think...they where looking somewhere! A:Aha....maybe they just preparing to come on stage! After a few minutes The Rasmus was ready to come to the stage and sing...the start it with the intro from Dancer in the dark, and then with Night after night...their show was amzing and the three girls have a lot of fun.In the middle of the gig the band stop.Nobody knows what was wrong.The lead singer Lauri has something to say so the people listen to him: L:Ok soory to stop the gig but I have something to say...it's very important for me and it means very much too!So ....10 months ago I meet a girl...but it was not in reality..it was on the computer on a program call Mirc or something like that...but whatever...the girl look amazing she is very beautiful and she has a great smile....I totally like that!The girl is from here,from Romania...and today I want to suprise her!There when we talk I ask her if she want to be my girlfriend and she say yes....but there is a big problem...I tell her that I have a secret....and today I want to tell her!She know how I look in the normal life.....but she don't know how I look now to say it so.....she don't know that I'm who I am....what is that mean is that she don't know that I'm Lauri from The Rasmus...So today I'm gonna tell her that....and before that I want to ask her now and here if she whant to be officaly my girlfriend? When Lauri says that words the camer man...move the camera to Alexandra...but she didn't listen what Lauri says so she didn't saw the camera man too....and Lyly must tell her! Ly:Alex the camera is on you...what are you doing? A:What?Why?What did I do? B:Did you not listen what Lauri just say? A:But....he didn't mean me right? Ly:Yes....YOU....Joohanes is Lauri! A:Oh my God! ...................to be continued...................... CHAPTER 10 After Lauri say something like that and Alexandra know now that Joohanes is Lauri she was in a big shock she don't say anything she was just looking down to earth and didn't know how to react what to say or what to do.Lauri and the other people where waiting for Alexandra answear,but Alexandra didn't say anything.....after few minutes from the audience came a voice who shout to Alexandra to say something.....but nothing...and then she was looking at her friend Lyly and she said to her slow "Help me".....she was desperate, at first Lyly didn't know what to do.......the people there didn't have any patience ...and they want to hear an answear....but from Alexandra didn't came any word out....she was talking just with Lyly...and all what she was saying it was "Help me..please...I want to go out from here"...Lauri was looking directlly to Alexandra...he was not moving his eyes away from her....he was waiting like the others from an answear from her.....but again nothing.....Alexandra was looking again to Lyly...."Help me...just do something...please ....I can't say anything to him...I don't want to look at him...I just want far far far away from here...."...Lyly got sad when she listen to Alexandra's words...so she was trying to do something to get her out of there!Lauri was just looking to Alexandra...he just wait and wait,and wait......Lyly saw some cable...so she was trying to reach them......she was very high so after some efforts she got it.....now all she need it was a knife to cut a cable...because if she do that the lights is going to be off.....but she didn't fine anything...so she was trying to break them....after some time's.....when the people start to shout...and Lauri was trying to say someting..Lyly break the cable and all the lights where off....when Alexandra sees that...she starts to run....to go away from everything ...she was not conscience about was she was doing...runing away she starts to cry.....she was so sad.....and so angry.....! At the stage the light comes back and when Lauri was looking for Alexandra she wasn't there anymore....he was so sad.....that his smile disappear...he didn't know what to think....and what to do...so he start's to sing the next song which was Heart of misery...it was so hard for him to keep do that....he was so dissapointed...that after the second chours....he stops playing and goes backstage...the others members didn't know what he has so they have to stop too...Eero says to the audience that he fell very sorry but they have to cancel! The people was very angry...but after they leave,all become more calms!Lyly and Beccas leaves and goes to search for Alexandra but they couldn't find her..Becca try to call her...but she don't answear....they go the the camping place where they camp...but there was no Alexandra...they get worried! In the backstage! Aki goes to talk with Lauri who was siting down with his eyes looking at nothing....he has just a sad face.... Ak:Hey man are you okay? L:What do you think?Do I look like okay? Ak:No....I'm so sorry she is a bit... L:No she is not....I'm just a big stupid....I can't belive that I could have some relation with some of my fans...I was so naive....this all was a BIg mistake....just want to leave this country! Ak:I'm really sorry.....but you should expect something like that too... L:Why?We understand so good, when we talk on the phone...she was such a nice persone...and she look like I want a girl to be...and now she do something like this...I better choose to act like a crazy fan....not to run away from me.....she promise that she will not run away .....but I think she don't remember that anymore...I put all my fellings in this...everything...you know me..i'm a shy guy I don't do something like that for not so important person....I though she was special...but I guess I was wrong....how could I do something like that....I was so in love in her.....her smile...her face....her attitude..I trust her....when she said that she comes and hugs me.....what a fool I am-After all his word Lauri took his guitar and throw it away.... Ak:oh Lauri if I could do something for you....just tell me! L:Just leave me alone.. Ak:But.... L:Just do that...I just want to be alone!please just go! Ak:Okay... Aki has leave Lauri alone with the sad look....he was so angry about everything....! Lyly was leaving the camp place...and she go to a walk....after some steps she saw a girl who looks like Alexandra on a bridge,so Lyly goes to see if that is Alexandra....and she has right that girl was Alexandra...she stand there crying...her eye make up was all over her face.....when Lyly saw her she goes to her and hug her! Ly:I'm so so so sorry for you...but I told you for the first time to be careful...!And now you can see what was happening! A:I was so blinde...really blinde.....now I know he is Lauri...why I didn't see that?He was looking almost like Lauri but he has tha gasses...and that hair without fixative...and he looks like a normal person...I can't belive that....I tell him thinks that.....never mind.... Ly:Everything is going to be okay.......but your leaving it was a little bit hard! A:What you want to mean with that? Ly:After you leave they start playing again...but after 2 minute...Lauri leave the stage...he was really sad...you can see that on his face! A:Oh my God what did I done?I didn't want to hurt him....I was just trying to run away to get an clear mind! Ly:I know...it was hard for you too....but you shouldn't leave then... A:What?But what did you tell me to do?I was in shock...and I'm still....all what I want there was to get away from him from the people there! Ly:Well you should tell him that you can not give him an answear now..I'm sure that he will understand that! A:I don't understand you...you are my friend...you should give my right.. Ly:Yes I give you...but that was your fault I told you from the very first time that is going to be something wrong here...and that secret I don't like that too and i told you...but you noooo and no "I love him" and all this bulls**t.. A:What?I can't belive that you say something like that?What is wrong with you?I don't know you anymore! Ly:Listen you made him come here...you make him belive that you love him and all this stuff...and now that he is here you are runing away....and he said all that words for nothing...because you think is to much and you don't like it....Well I tell you something GROW UP you are not a child anymore...and now you are crying...and for what?Tell me for what?You said that you "love" Lauri and now he is here tell you that he loves you....and you........never matter...I fell sorry for him....because he don't know it...who are you...you are a kid....you are not ready to be in a relation with somebody...I don't know why did you make him belive that you are NOT ready for something like that.... Alexandra was looking in Lyly's eyes....she was very angry....after all that word Alexandra leaves the bridge....leave Lyly alone....! CHAPER 11 It was 5 in the morning Alexandra didn't sleep at all she was still thinking about last night all was to much for her and maybe it was a mistake to leave Lauri there without an answer.She want so much to go to him and say that she's sorry, but she was affraid.Lyly and Becca woke up at 7:30, Becca was worried about Alexandra, she didn't came last nigh and when Becca was trying to call her she don't answer. B:Where can she be? Ly:I don't know, she didn't tell me when she leave, I was angry she was angry...and... B:I think we should go find her and talk! Ly:But where?We don't know where she is, I think we shoul go to talk with Lauri. B:Hmm...well it's a little bit strange but I think is a good ideea! Ly:Yes I think so too, because Alexandra will never go by her own to talk with him. After the little chat Lyly and Becca goes to look for Lauri, after 15 minutes they arrives in the backstage, Becca ask some guardian if the band The Rasmus is there, he said not but if she wait 5 minutes maybe they will come, so Lyly and Becca wait's for them.After 10 minutes the band arrives, Pauli and Eero are the first who get's out from the bus, Becca goes to talk with them and maybe to take some pictures and to take some autographs, Lyly was waiting for Lauri to came out, but he didn't, after some more minutes Aki came out too, Lyly goes to talk with him: Ly:Hy! Ak:Oh...hey...can I help you with something...do you want an autograph? Ly:Oh...no thank you...I just want to talk with Lauri! Ak:Well...he don't fell so good and I think he will not get out, sorry. Ly:This is very important, it's about Alexandra. Ak:If you came here to talk about that girl, you waste your time, he don't want to know about her anymore, she is a bad person....-when Aki and Lyly was talking, Lauri came out from the bus and was listeing to their chat. L:It's okay Aki, let me talk with her. Ak:Are you sure? L:Yes! -and Aki left Lauri to talk with Lyly. L:So what do you need to tell me? Ly:About last night, she was confused, she didn't know what she done! L:Yeah right.....but did she told you that she promised not to run away when she will meet me?I guess no! Ly:I'm really sorry for that, she didn't want to do that, I know.. L:Aha...you don't know how band I fell now...and how bad I fell last night....I don't to stuff like that for all ther person that I like...I did that for her because I love her...and I don't understand why did she send you here to talk with me....why can't she not come? Ly:She didn't tell me to come here....I come here because I want it..... L:Why? Ly:Becasue I know that she won't come here by her own to talk with you....she is maybe to scared! L:Scared of what?I don't hurt her! Ly:I know...but maybe that is her style to show her love to you? L:You are joking right? Ly:Maybe!But all I know she will not come...to speak with you.....not now....maybe later... L:Later like when? Ly:Maybe...some days.... L:Aha....well.....what is your name? Ly: Lyly.. L:Nice name....well Lyly I'm not interesting about what are you saying about her.....all that stuff that she is confuse and she is scared and all this stuff...all I want is to talk with her...only with her...not with you..okay? Ly:OKAY...don't get mad...I'm just trying to help her....she is just a "kid"....and don't know what she is doing...she need help to find her way out...and if you are trying to wait for her until she will come to you....I say that you will have to wait long long long time...okay I must leave now....was nice to talk with you...By! L:Yeah by by.....and if you want you can come visit us soon! Lyly and Becca leaves from there....on they where to the camping place they met Alexandra: B:Oh Alex where did you where?I was worried! A:Sorry but I need some time for me.. B:Oh poor you I'm so sorry for you....I think it was a shock for you when you saw that last night! A:Well yes....but now I fell much better...so how are you girls? Ly:We was to talk with Lauri! A:WHAT?Why?What did he tell you and what did you ask him? B:Well Lyly was talking with him...I was only with Pauli and Eero... A:What did you talk with him? Ly:I was there to tell him that you where confused when you leave there...and that you fell sorry for what was happen... A:Oh thank you...and what did he answer? Ly:He told me that he is not interesting what I'm saying...and the only person that he want to talk about that is you! A:Oh...I see....but I still can't go there to see him I'm affraid... B:You don't need to be hun...everything is going to be okay...you'll see! A:No...Lyly has right I'm just a kid I don't know to love people...I'm bad.... Ly:No you are not...you need some courage...that's all....just go to talk with him... A:Thank you Lyly.....you know I wish I could go there and say that I love him....but I can't... B:Oh hun he love you too....just go there! A:I don't think he love's me anymore.....the newspaper was writeing about what was happening last night...and all said bad thinks about me... Ly:Oh God...they are crazy don't belive that bullshit...now I know what Lauri was a little angry....but I'm sure if he love you with all his heart he will forgive you for last night.... A:Are you sure? Ly:Yes...and this is a good moment to see if he really love's you! B:Yes Lyly has right...go to talk with him! A:Hmm...but I'm affraid that I can not speak at all...I will just stay there and looking at him...if I can do that! Ly:Listen just go....the words will come at the right moment...trust me! A:Okay ...wish me luck! B:Good luck hun! And Alexandra was on her way to talk with Lauri! B:What are you saying?Is he gonna forgive her? Ly:I'm sure about that....they way his eyes was shineing when I say her name.....I'm pretty sure....he really love's her.... B:Oh...that is so sweete! Ly:I never belive him when he said that he loves her at the first time....but now I'm sure he do! Chapter 12 On her way to find Lauri, Alexandra was very worried and scared she didn't know what to tell him, she was affraid to look into his green and beautiful eyes: "Ok now calm down, when I'm gonna see him I said to him that I'm sorry that I never want to do stuff like that and that I love him very much......but how could I never see that Joohanes is Lauri....his voice is exactley....his green eyes.....his hair...his face....the nose....the lips....Oh God why only now I see that?This is not fair....I love Lauri because I love him for the moment that I saw him on TV...he was a nice guy....but I fall in love in Joohanes.....because...he knows what I want.....and now....Lauri is Joohanes and Joohanes is Lauri.....oh my this is really confused....is like I love two guys....but I love just one person.....who is this person...Lauri or Joohanes....I hope he will not look to me....because if he looks to me with that eyes....I will never be able to say something again" After some minutes Alexandra arrives there, in the backstage....there was full of fans and others bands, she was trying to look for Lauri but she didn't see it...Eero saw her so he goes to talk with her: E:Oh looks who is here!?! Alexandra was looking at Eero with her big eyes...at first she didn't know what to say... A:Ammm.....excuse me?Do I know you?I mean I know you....but where do you know me? E:Well...from Lauri...do you know him? A:Yes of course! E:Really?Because last night you didn't!And that run away from the end when the lights was off....was not funny at all... A:Did you see me?How could you?The lights was off and it was dark all over the place! E:Yes I know but we could see the people out there... A:We? E:Yes...me and Lauri.... A:Oh...Lauri saw me when I try to escape...oh that is bad! E:Yes he saw you....he was just siting there looking at you....he was very happy but when he saw your little "escape" he was destroyed.... A:I'm really sorry...but I was in shock i didn't know what to do... E:Okay if you say so! A:Whatever!I need to talk with Lauri where is he? E:Well I saw him in the bus last time...yeah I think he is there I go to tell him that you want to talk with him... A:WAIT! Eero stop's and look' at Alexandra: What is wrong?-he ask Alexandra was staing there without to say anythink and looking down: I don't know... E:You don't know what?Should I tell him or not? A:Yes....no....yes...no...I don't know...I'm just....I don't know what I'm going to tell him....I just don't know.. Eero goes to Alexandra and put his hand at her shoulder and says: Trust your heart and you will know what to say! - and then he goes to the bus to look for Lauri! Alexandra was just staing there and didn't know what to do when she is going to see Lauri, her eyes where looking to the stars from the sky... Lauri came out from the bus and after he goes to talk with Alexandra he top's and look a little bit at her, still for him was a little bit hard to talk with her after what she did..but he goes to her. ..............................to be continued................... CHAPTER 13 When Lauri got closer to her Alexandra turn and see's him, she was there looking at him without to say anything...at first she looking to his eyes but after one second her eyes are watching the ground, Lauri come close to her: L:Hey! A:Hy...what's up? L:Hmm...the sky I guess! -he smile at her A:Huh....right...the sky L:Eero told me that you want to speak with me...so what is wrong? A:Well I want to talk with you about the last time that we meet...about the gig...you know there I didn't want to run away but you...you make me do that L:What?I made you do run away?Why?Because now i wear make up? A:Oh no...but I didn't knew that you are ... L:I'm what? A:Lauri....you tell me yout name is Joohanes not Lauri and there when we talk you look diferent and in the picture also...and when i come here and I see you....you don't look like the Joohanes I use to know. L:That is not true..i'm still the same....because I don't look like you use to know me....is not that I'm another person..I'm still the same...just because I wear make up or my hair look's diferent....doesn't mean that I'm not the Joohanes you use to know. A:Maybe you are right but is strange.. L:I know..but you shouldn't run away...you could say no or maybe you should say that you can't talk now..i know it was not so easy for you to see who I'm really but.... A:Ok you are right...but you should know that i didn't run away because I didn't love you or I don't like you..I really lo...-Lauri was listening to the words that Alexandra was saying, he smile when Alexandra say's the word love....Alexandra also seems to see what she is saying so she stops and she is just looking at Lauri... L:Why did you stop?You sound so nice when you say all that words-he smile at her She was looking at him without to say anything....Lauri come close to her and he touch her shoulder..."Listen if you don't want to be with me anymore because I'm someone faimous I understand but I was affraid to tell you when we spoke on the phone because I didn't know how you will react..and i just want you to know that I didn't lie you or something like that so I'm not an asshole..and I just want you to know that I love you very much and I allways will it doesn't metter what you will answear...so I ask you again....Do you want to be my girlfiend? A:Well....-she looka down, she looks then to him and she looks down again..."well..i think Yes why not?"-she smile at him L:That is great!!!-he hug her and kiss her on the check L:We should go and celebrate this. A:Yeah we should do that, but first I need to go to change. L:Okay hun, I'll be waiting for you-ha try to kiss her on the lips, but she goes two steps back, because she didn't want that, so he just hug her. A:Okay see you later. CHAPTER 14 Alexandra was leaving to her firends to tell them about what she talk with Lauri.She arrive there where Becca and Lyly was waiting for her. Ly:So what did he said?Did you talk with him or did you rund awa AGAIN? A:Oh..no I go there and talk to him B:What? A:Well stuff.. Ly:What stuff? A:I don't know some stuff.. B:Hmm very interesting..ok I must go now because I meet some friends of mine so see you two soon...by Ly & A:By..take care... Ly:What is wrong with you? A:What do you mean? Ly:You don't look so good...you look sad and angry...what is wrong?Tell me A:I don't know all stuff with boyfriend and so on is to much for me...I'm not used to have a boyfriend... Ly:Oh I knew that something like this is gona happen...don't worry everything is going to be okay..is not the end of the world...he loves you so don;t need to be worry A:Yes I know...but for me this is something new...yo u know when i leave he try to kiss me...but I did two stepts back so he didn;t kiss me Ly:WHAT?Why did you do that? A:I don't know....I was scared....I don't know to kiss...so... Ly:So why?I'm sure he know to kiss so you should let him do that. A:But....maybe I'm not ready for something like this...I should tell him that I don't want to be his girlfriend Ly:Okay now you are really crazy....what are you doing to the poor boy? A:Tonight I'm gona meet him again to celebrate I don't know what....you should come with me...because if he is trying again to come close to me and kiss me I'm gona pass away... Ly:Now come one....listen people who love eachother....sometimes theuy kiss, make out and other stuff like that...Do you understand. A:NO Ly:Okay just listen...what did you want it to be?just to go to him and say hi and that is all?When you are in a relationship is much more then a "hi" A:I understand but I'm scared.. Ly:If you gona say again the word scared I'm gona pass away not you.Okay we gona meet him to night and you gona act totally normal okay? A:I try... Ly:Okay then try...don't do that to him...he loves you...just show you some love too...just a little. A:Okay then let's go to see how do I get dress...because I really don't know. Ly:please don't take the pink dress!!! A:Very funny. CHAPTER 15 Lyly and Alexandra where going to the camp place..there Alexandra got change with a beautiful gold dress... Ly:Wow you look amazing...not very good for here but it works A:Thanks I'm gonna see that like a compliment. Ly:So what are you gona to do now? A:I don't understand what do you mean? Ly:Well know that you are togethere with Lauri what are you going to do?Are you go with him somewhere? A:I don't know.. Ly:What did you planed...before you didn't know that Joohanes was Lauri... A:Ahh..we planed to go to some festival to Hungary..and there to stay a few weeks,tow ore something like that... Ly:Oh that sounds very good...I'm sure you gona have a lot of fun....are you still going right? A:I don't know will see... Ly:Oh not come on...just go you will have the time to know eachother better...you know what I mean... A:No I don't ...and I don't want to know...what is wrong with you?I think you drink some alchool. Ly:Your jokes are really funny...now let's go...he is waiting for you... They girls leave the camp place and go to the place where they meet Lauri and the other guys. L:Hey hunny you look amazing and very beautiful.-smiles at Alexandra A:Oh Thank you...is just a dress so... L:I don't mean the dress...you are beautiful and amazing Ly:She have a drink before we left so that is why she is how she is. A:The only person who is drunk here is you not me. Ak:Calm down girls..Okay let's go to the table and have some food.Are you hungy? Ly:Of yes of course! A:Not really but whatever it works. Lyly can a little bit back and take Alexandra with her. Ly:What is wrong with you? A:Nothing why? Ly:Then why you talk like that to him? A:Like what? Ly:Like a bitch? A:WHAT? Ly:Yes...your answer..."not really but it work"...what kind of anwser is that?You should say something like of thank you, of course, i love it. A:Ok I try... Ly:Don't try...just do it. Alexandra,Lyly,Aki and Lauri set down to the table, you can hear the music that some band played there, it was so nice, many people are there, everything was perfect. L:So hunny what do you want to eat? A:Dunno...pizza. Ly:Oh that is interesting...you are dress like you are going to gala...and you want to eat pizza. L:It's okay...if my baby want to eat pizza....pizza will have Alexandra just smile and look with big eyes at Lyly.Lyly was trying not to laugh. Ak:So you tow are friends for a long time? Ly:Well yes...sincer 3 years. A:Yes we meet at the high school and from them we are best friends she allways help me when I need something. Ak:Aaa I saw that on the gig...she turn the lights off. Ly:Yeah that was me-she smile Ak:Don't smile because it was not very funny. A:She know that. Ly:Ah really because when you told me to do that you didn;t know? L:Ok here are the pizza's.So do you need sometingh else? A:No thank you I'm fine. L:Okay. After they eat and talk and have fun Lauri said to Alexandra that he want to talk with her in private so they go for a walk. L:So did you have fun tonight? A:Yes it was interesting. L:Hmm...interesting? A:Yes why? L:Just so! A:So what do you need to talk with me in private? L:Well now that you are my girlfriend..I think it will be "interesting" to have some talk...because we didn't talk a lot since I'm here. A:Oh...that is true L:I wonder if you still want to go with me in that little trip that we planed to go when we meet? A:Well...let me think... L:Okay-he smile at her...he was trying to hold her hand....but Alexandra didn't want that...so she back off....when he sees that all that he said is "Sorry" A:Well...okay let's go to that trip!Nothing bad will happe there so why not. L:Oh hunny that is great.You made me very happy now.I can't wait.Are tomorrow will leaving there right?-Lauri look's at Alexandra with his green eyes A:Ahhh I guess so... Lauri was trying to get close to Alexandra but.... A:Okay...now I must to go to sleep because tomorrow we have a lot to do...Good night! L:But...wait....don't you want to come with you? A:Why? L:Well are you not scared...you know here are many freaks and i don't want that something bad happen to you...you know you are my girlfriend. A:aaaa don't worry I'll be okay...By... L:Ok...good night sleep well....it will be nice if you could give me a good night kiss so i can sleep well also-but Alexandra didn't hear that!